grr.
wah today is one LOOONNNNGGG day.
except tt we got a shock when we were asked to ran 2.4 today instead of thus,
and tt i kept sneezing thru out math & hist lesson tt i used lots of toilet paper!
lucky mingquan lend me tissue..
i thought i'll super sick then cant come sch the next day or smth,
but the prob is cos my immune system very strong,
turned out i got well by PW,
which might as well, since it meant i ran my 2.4 with my class.
yup, and everything else is, well, expected.
found out tt it's sort of an irony to have more friends,
yet feel lonelier in seniorhigh.
i learnt tt i dont always hav to be with ppl,
cos it's usually the case where i'm physically with them,
but not psycologically.. hmm..
but it's ok, as an introvert, i found tt doign work by myself is ok too,
perhaps i may be even more productive (:
these lonely times make me look forward to not so lonely ones.
like being in good company (:
maybe its gd to have the contrast,
make me treasure these times more,
and hav some time to think by myself.
guitar was until late as usual,
but it's worth it cos we improved!
jinghuan & i for caihong yesterday, and guitar 3 for doraemon today!
*beams* ^_^
WAY TO GO PPL!
JIAYOU 3 MORE DAYS!
and guitar childhood slideshow is 97% complete! YAY!
lots of things due on thus:
- PI consultaton - but it jus got cancelled! >.<
- Math Test - i cant do sigma at all!~ T.T
- Napfa - yeah joanna & i taking
- Computing test! - grr SURE FAIL.
not forgetting GPP, econ article, GUITAR!
spent some time talking to a certain 'prof lee' about uni stuff.
and a certain comment he made got me thinking:
yup i stick to my own beliefs and go my way no matter wat others think,
yeah i'm someone who likes to think abt the future and plan my own,
yes i make very well-informed choices,
However, am i doing tt too much tt i'm neglecting the present?
how can i be so sure tt everything will turn out jus the way i want it to be when i'm jus passing each day as it comes now?
pushing everything to tomorrow wont help,
there'll be thousands of tomorrows - things would never get done.
i like to follow my heart more than my head,
yes i'll stick to my principles,
but never stopping to think whether they can really lead to what i hope to achieve eventually later in life.
i've been assuming that things will turn out fine,
if not there'll always be tomorrow to fix it.
OH MAN.maybe i hav always been waiting faithfully for a miracle that will never come. :(
