CELEBRATE LIFE.

the one and only me.

Ho Si Min.
18.
dunman SENIOR high '09.

a pessimistic optimist, simin expects the best but will be prepared for the worst.
mildly eccentric, simin takes the path of the less-travelled.
happy-go-lucky, simin turns life's lemons into lemonade.

a realistic idealist, simin peeps at the world through her unique kaleidoscope. in addition, she believes that positive affirmation can go a long way. (:

my friends would probably know the rest.
as for foes - i probably shouldn't tell you. :D

11:59 PM

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

i'm a big girl now.

hope i can finish my post b4 last few minutes to midnight.

17.
big girl now, lots to worry about.

wishes:
to lead a happy & healthy life! - my most ultimate wish.
to improve on time management and STOP PROCRASTINATING.
but my most immediate wish, is to get sufficient sleep.

today at sch was, well, normal,
with me chiong AQ aft sch with libing accompanying me! THANKS!
oh and erm, the unpleasant:
the librarian scolded me today.
though i admit it's my fault lah,
but how dare he scold the bday girl.
he not scared kena cursed meh. @#$^^%$#&*!! haha.

but the well-wishes really brightened my day.
thanks to all who wished me!
u guys know who u are and i just want you guys to know that i really appreciate those well-wishes and THANK YOU VERY MUCH! (:

haha but there's one particluar wish tt's worth mentioning:
it's really cool to see one whole row of "HAPPY BIRTHDAY HO SI MIN :D" on the MSN,
so yeah, thanks! (:

erm, and thanks for the comments given for the super emo post.
esp the one where dispite the ambiguity u still can guess what i was trying to say?
cos most of the ppl reading this wont know what i'm talking about de. (or so i think anyway)
thanks for being understanding, it seriously made me feel better.
not becos it solved the problem but more of making me aware that someone out there understands and still cared enough.

but the post earlier isn't jus abt one incident so dont misunderstand k?
i tend to try to bottle everything up until a point where i cant stand it i'll outburst.
so it's not really bccos of one thing tt i got so mad..
i'm not a emo kid ok.

17 is a big gap from 16 i realised.
i've become much more reflective and as a result much more aware of myself.
which is a good thing i hope.

it's being 17 tt lots of things began to pour in.
politics - even in a friendly environment (or so i think it is).
Heartlanders VS Elites?
good thing tt it's mostly friendly rivalry i see.
i can imagine it to be much worse if this happens in someplace else...

Famous quote from Mr Gi:
Life is hard, why not make it harder?
but being the easily contented person i am,
what suits me more would be:
Life is hard, why make it harder?