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dearest friends,

if you are looking for simin's blog - look no further! you are at the right page :D
note: the tagboard doesnt work in FireFox! T.T
(but it works fine in IE & Chorme though - can anyone enlighten me on this?)
meanwhile, readers be warned: the following pages contain high levels of RANTS.
all the same, read on to see how simin peeps at the world through her unique kaleidoscope. (:

♥ simin

the one and only me.

Ho Si Min.
18.
dunman SENIOR high '09.

a pessimistic optimist, simin expects the best but will be prepared for the worst.
mildly eccentric, simin takes the path of the less-travelled.
happy-go-lucky, simin turns life's lemons into lemonade.

a realistic idealist, simin peeps at the world through her unique kaleidoscope. in addition, she believes that positive affirmation can go a long way. (:

my friends would probably know the rest.
as for foes - i probably shouldn't tell you. :D

8:35 AM

Monday, July 07, 2008

ARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i cant believe myself.

when have i become used to being so complacent,
so full of myself, so i-definitely-cannot-be-wrong
- even to the extend of pushing the blame to others?

all along i'm been accusing ppl of being too quick to judge,
stereotyping others based solely on first impressions.
not giving ppl a chance to prove themselves wrong,
always assuming that i-am-always-more-right-than-you,
the worst of all, you-are-always-the-one-in-the-wrong-not-me.

and now i'm guilty of it.

i so totally cannot believe this mann.

what sort of person am i turning into???

I'M SORRY.
REALLY VERY SORRY.

i shldn't have put the blame on you when it's my fault.
i didnt mean to make you feel guilty.

yes i'm degrading myself,
but this is the least i could do.

i admit i'm too cowardly to acknowledge my mistake.
and i hate myself for that.

once again,
sorry.