ran 3.4km today!
think it felt better to run at the park connector than the sch track (:
felt quite accomplished after tt, haha.
special thanks to my pe partner Lyon!
for running tgt with me every pe lesson ((:

went home with Lyon, Dora, and Jocelyn today!
realised tt we are all quite involved in CIP stuff!
haha it's really good to see tt so many ppl still cared,
despite our busy schedule.

and Joce & Dora interested to join my volunteering group!
YUPP i agree with Dora tt it's good to join external stuff so that we dont limit ourselves to the DHS social circle.
i've always felt tt dhs life is too sheltered, to the extend that we dont really know what's happending outside our world.
therefore i feel that it's important to HAVE A LIFE outside school!
expose urself to more stuff is part of the growing up process.
and what's more you can do smth meaningful along the way!
all the better! ((:

oh and Dora comment tt i changed a lot.
true bah i suppose.
since she was in the same class with me in sec1&2,
so qualified to comment (:

i think so also lah!
become more Extrovertic i suppose.
mostly becos of guides i think!
i still think guides shaped me a lot.
i wont be who i am today without guides!
^___________________^

but sometimes change doesnt neccessily mean for the better.
as in like, this has nothing to do with guides lah.
it's jus me lor.
sometimes i lose some of my positive character traits along the process.
values like humble, and being thoughtful to the feelings of others while being too candid.

so here's my apology if i hurt u or make u angry at times.
i'm still trying to change for the better so correct me if i say/do smth wrong k?
i welcome frank opinions! (:


oh but i wanna emphasise i'm still an Introvert at heart.
and i think tt there's always a time for extrovertism and introvertism.
tt's why i cant stand it when our class gets super noisy during lessons.
cos 5C12's full of Es. tt means tt we're a very enthu bunch of ppl!
and tt's why i like our class!
but sometimes being overly loud can really irriate me.
esp during GP/Math lessons. >.<

i found out from the INFJ analysis tt INFJs learn best in lecture style.
[thanks xiaoyou!]
and i agree, but think the ENFJ part of me will need productive tutorials.
keyword: productive.
u could hardly call lessons productive when half the time some ppl are not even trying to listening.
tt slows down the class's progress, and, in case you havent notice, is the main reason why our class has to stay back for sub classes and is almost rock bottom for most of the subjects.

not forgetting, part of the reason is us not handing up work on time.
and i admit to be guilty of that too.
i shld jus stop blaming others and take a look at myself lah.
SIGHZ.


oh and tt day Marion was commenting that i take everything halfway then drop.
there's like no continuity in my life like dat.
which i agree lah.
previous triple science student now arts student.
previous BSP student now not taking anything related to chinese.
previous take Geog now realised Hist so much more fun.
previous best AEP student now take computing and is like one of the WORST.

ARRRGH.
i'm like doubting my choices lah.
why did i choose to give up Art?
then take up new subjects like Econs and Computing which i score HORRIBLY in?
yes i like to take on new challenges but A level is not joke right?
is it still possible for me to reconsider? 0.o


haha randomness again.
i shld learn how to organise my thoughts when writing.
essential GP skill. (: