ARRGH.

super stressed this week.
yeah i know i'm like one of the lucky ones that dont hav any tests this wk,
but for me,
it's more of an emotional truma? rollar coaster ride?
and let me tell u, it doesnt feel so good either.

which ever the case,
it's jus bad lah.
the promos drawing nearer,
the tension is driving everyone madd lah.
esp the teachers.

it's like,
3 scolding session in a row,
miss leong, mr tan, mr glibert lee.
ok, maybe mr lee's words during econs are meant to be motivating.
but it jus came at the wrong time, when we were still suffering from the aftermath of mr tan's SUPER LOUD scolding that took all of us by SHOCK.
he even went to the extent of asking us to write on a piece of paper the GP teacher we want for next year. cos he doesnt want to teach us anymore.
i dont know how to put it,
but it's jus tt it seems we're not even doing ourselves the favour of handing in work on time,
what more do we expect from him?
however, it's like, maybe he hasn't given up on us,
cos if he did that he likely wont hav to strain his voice so much by screaming at that volume.
i never knew mr tan could shout tt loud.
certainly dont wish to hear that ever again.

you would have to be there to know what i mean.
it was totally >.<
yeah. so it's like, this 'encouragement' sort of backfired when used at the wrong time.
mr lee's words most likely is the result of miss leong's sharing.
so, in other words, it boils down to the same problem. US.

i mean, for all these to happen, there shld be a root cause right?
and i think i know what's the root cause - US.
and our @#%^*&$ attitude towards studying.

it's not like we shld be a mugger class or smth.
it's just tt we shld be more serious in the way we treat our homework.
it's really time to take our own initiative to finish work on time without having teachers to keep chasing us for it.

also it's time to reflect on our attiude.
esp during lessons.
we are too self-centred.
i really think we ought to show the teachers' more respect lor.

it really is the mob instinct.
it's like, all it takes is for one person to say/do smth beyond the line and the rest would follow,
despite all that disturbing the rest and distracting the teacher.
i think it's seriously wrong lor.

then again, it's not like we havent been scolded b4.
scolded, SO WHAT.
the exact situtation occurs again in the next lesson.
no significant improvement. back to sq one.
that's the problem with the class lah.

SUPER CHILDISH.
jus like a child, completely self-centred.
do what makes u happy w/o sparing a thought for the rest.
only concerned with what's the moment's happiness and do things TOTALLY IGNORING the long term concequence.


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we really need to GROW UP
like mr tan said, have more perspective.
spare a thought for others the next time u wish to say some out of line in class.


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actually i dont even know why i bother writing this.
it's not like we are going to change anyway.
just like wad mr gilbert lee said, 认命 lor.

but then again,
why does the teacher even bother to scold when they know we are likedat?
tt's cos they think we deserve another chance,
they still have faith in us.

and tt's why i shld keep the faith,
and hope that the rest realises this too.