8:19 AM
Friday, September 26, 2008
taking a break from studying..
finally handed up my eom!
OMG lah most of my study break have been decidated to writing this piece of thingy tt i dont really have time for other stuff! >.<
really relieved to get it off my workload though.
now gearing into study-mode!
the staying-in-school-to-study sessions really help!
many thanks to all my saviours who took percious studying time off to teach me math!
i love you all! *MUACKZ!*
bad weather again today.
thank goodness for study leave!
if not i'll become some 落汤鸡 again.
why must it always be rainning at 7.30am?
can they rain at 5.30am or smth?!?!
and,
F1 is REALLY SUPER NOISY!
i mean it's nice to watch on tv lah,
but the prob is,
I CAN BARELY HEAR THE TV!
and u know wad?
the newspapers published tt my block of flats de top floor is the no.1 place to watch free F1.
dont need to be an economist also can predict tt there' be a big crowd coming to camp on the corridoor tmr.
talk about negative externalities...
okk shall keep this short.
nightz! ((:
8:22 AM
Friday, September 19, 2008
TongTong & GerGer ROCK!
WAH.
i cant believe i actually can study for 9 hours straight!
so proud of myself! ^__________^
haha of cos i cant do it alone!
so i have to thank TongTong & GerGer for studying with me!
TongTong for missing her bus & GerGer for treating us wanton!
and both of them for teaching me CSC!
YOU GUYS ROCK!!! ((:
went home with both of them and Mervyn at 9pm!
haha no we are not the craziest ones!
still got ppl staying until 10pm!
haha i really think that it's an effective way of making myself study lor!
cos i go home sure get distracted by the TV/computer/bed de!
all or jus spend all my time stoning!
so i think this method works for me!
though it's abit late to only realise it now?
haha, but it's better now than never!
i shall do tt next year too!
and get GerGer & TongTong to study with me again if they are willing!
cos i think i can study efficiently with them leh! (:
yup, more effective then if i study with some other ppl!
cos it's like, i'm quite productive and at the same time dont really feel stressed!
and we can talk abt hist + CSC tgt at the same time!
oh! and we shall try to get esther to study with us too!
in case she go home and start watching TMNT. haha!
OHHHH.
but still, there's still smth else i need to complain abt.
and that is HOW MUCH I HATE THE RAIN & BUS 92.
ARRGHH.
yes it happened again.
and this time, it's WORSE.
when i walked out of the mrt, it was fine.
but wheni reached the carpark,
it started raining SUPER HEAVILY.
so i took out my umbrella.
but who knows the wind was so strong tt i blew my umbrella from side to side!
by the time i reach the shelter i was completely drenched!!!!
then i saw LiHui & ChingSiang there.
the rain was SO SUPER HEAVY that we had to wait for the cats and dogs to finish dropping.
we didnt take 92 cos we scared we late.
but later the rain dont stop then we also late how?
however, the lateness thing didnt bother us much.
cos aft 5 min, the rain stopped.
yeah it jus STOPPED!!!
it's like, i barely lasted 5 min!
i could have totally not kena the rain if i took the later train lah!
then i dont hav to wear wet shoes for one whole day!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
it was super uncomfortable can!
and it stinks!
and to think i stayed in sch till 9pm!
wah siao.
i jus totally hate the rain and bus 92.
9:27 AM
Thursday, September 18, 2008
rants & mooncakes
haha i bet anyone could tell that this is going to be a random post by the title!
yup, it was inspired by the mooncakes tt i ate, esp those with the egg yokes!
haha i'm a PIG! [and proud of it (: ]
hmmm.. spent the mid-autumn fest celebration accompanying old folks from ghim moh blk 3 with Lyon, Dora, Jasmine and AiYi.
thought the celebration was a good attempt lah,
though i wasn't there at LT1 watching the various competitions,
i could tell that it was rather entertaining!
Congrats to 5C12's representatives for winning!
good job CheeGuan & JinHui!
now for some complaining. *deep breath*
92 bus make me late for sch!!! #*(#&@($!^!@(&*
ARRGHH. super pissed lor!
cos raining mah, so thought i'll take bus.
in then we waited like, half an hour for it?!?!?!
WTH lah.
the whole bus of students were later than those who took the later trains and walked.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
but there was this incident which sort of offset my frustration a bit.
cos the Year 6s were having exams in the hall,
so Year 5s cant go to the hall for flag raising.
thus, there was this lost soul in the canteen.
i was like, "eh, Esther you also late for sch ar?"
"no i jus dont know where is flag raising"
then i LAUGH LIKE MAD.
i mean REALLY LAUGH LIKE MADDDDD!!
hongsheng & chingsiang who walked past thought i was mad lah!
but it was really funny!
i mean, u hav to know esther to know that it's really funny!
it's not hard to imagine esther carrying her file walking in the canteen like a lost sheep! ((:
random comment:
yup impressions do count. *wink*
oh, and did i mention,
though most of the stuff i wrote is always totally random
cos i always write with the intention of self-reminder/reenforcement,
i realised some ppl really do read them aft all!
it's so cool to realise there are ppl who care abt me very much!
THANKS FOR BEING SO CONCERNED!
I <3 YOU GUYS! ((:
also, I FOUND A SAVIOUR!
OMG LAH, I THINK YOU ROCK!
your altruistic characteristic is really a rare gem nowadays.
and that is the quality i admire a lot.
i mean, i totally admire them because i know that i can never be totally altruistic!
and that's because as time goes,
you get to know more about the sad reality, s
o much so that i think i sort of lost touch with the ideals i used to have.
therefore, i need to say a big THANK YOU thank you not only for helping me with homework,
but also for the reminder that pure-goodness exist in this world aft all.
and since i could never be truly altruistic,
the least i could do is to be their protector,
to ensure that this novel quality is not taken advantage of.
i dont know if it's for the better or for worse,
but i think i changed.
ok, maybe not in terms of height, (DUH)
but it's like, i really think what i say/do is quite different lor.
argghh.
i'm doing things w/o thinking
(ok tt's what extroverts do but i'm an introvert too!)
of cos sometimes tt's the good quality of the Es,
but at other times i'm hurting ppl when i'm saying/doing smth,
but only realising it much later?
then i'll feel totally bad and regret wad i said/do.
but it's like, what's done is done right?
then i'm like hurting my friends unknowingly. A
RRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHH
it's ok if it's ppl i dont really know.
even if they hate me, i'm ok with it cos you cant expect everyone to like you right?
but it's not ok if these ppl are my friends.
other ppl can hate me for all i care but not my friends,
those that i value and cherish dearly.
so, here's my sincere apologies if i ever did anything that i shouldnt have done.
i totally hate myself for being so careless :(
you can trust that they were all a slip of tongue and that it wouldnt' happen again.
again, I'M SORRY. >.<
dont hate me ok?
speaking of regrets i do have alot.
as a Feeling person i tend to judge a lot.
but not all the time it's accurate.
so again, sorry for any misunderstandings!
oh and i regret not studying for my Promos earlier! (or, MoMos! HAHA )
but be rest assured i'll be working hard for my MIRACLE!
i realised tt staying back in school till late to study is a good strategy lor!
thanks to GerGer & tongtong for accompanying me and teaching me maths! (((:
and i enjoy walking to the MRT with GerGer late at night too!
esp the night sky on monday - the moon was SUPER BIG AND BRIGHT!
it was totally cool lor that!
it's a pity we didnt have a camera with us!
cos a phone camera wont do it justice! ((:
haha but being a bit more extroverted at times is good too!
ohh but i realise i'm bolder when i'm with close friends [DUH. haha ]
or when i'm somewhere alone!
i mean, when i'm somewhere where no one knows me!
[haha maybe tt's why i've been attending a lot of stuff alone! ]
haha and YUP, like jinghuan say,
close friends not necessarily hav to know each other for very long,
what's more impt is they must be on the same frequency!
((:
oh and tt day joshua was teling me he's profiling ppl!
haha i think tt's quite cool lah,
like classify ppl according to their personality types then you can see the similarities clearly (:
oh, and joshua is another guy who really change A LOT.
erm,
could see that jinghuan is super stressed abt Promos.
she was like saying tt she has insomia!
OMG lah to me tt's very serious cos i always fall asleep within 5 seconds!
[yeah i'm a pig]
cos mostly i lack sleep so i think that sleep is super ultra impt!!!!!
argh. i wasn't stressed initially but i think i now am :(
cos i got 3 days to finish the entire hist syllabus for the Hist mock Exam :(
and my flopped-like-siao hist test recently isnt going to help :((
ARRGHH. studying day in school again! ((:
in addition, miss leong set a Promo target for us - best improved class!
i mean, she was super enthu talking abt it lah!
but yah! i think it's a good goal for us to work towards!
JIAYOU 5C12! WE CAN DO IT DE!
MUST OWN THEM! ^_____________^
so we can go party? or class chalet @ bintan? (:
oh but she also said abt the tough requirements to get into SMU :(
oh well, i'll jus hav to work harder!
i do believe that i have wat it takes (:
ok! confirmed the need to pia like mad during the hols.
shall try to keep myself relatively free this hols.
A Levels, SYF, and whatever else.
2009, here i come!!!
10:11 PM
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
pre-promo rant
Despite his post on the forum
GP lesson today was surprisingly pleasant.
Haha. Nope, I don’t think that we deserved to receive another blasting,
But it was jus that after hearing whatever he said to 31,
I was thinking: better brace myself for wadever comes!
Different teachers have their own style of teaching I suppose.
Though I do think that his way of outburst is too extreme,
It does shows that he’s a teacher who cares lah.
at least he bothers scolding us?
It’s like, some other teachers way of teaching is thru fun learning and everything,
But whatever the teaching method the teachers adopt,
We just have to adapt ourselves to it?
They jus want the best for us right.
I mean, I seriously think he is a good teacher lah.
Look at all those notes & answer schemes he compiled.
they are useful lor, but ONLY IF we can squeeze out time to read them that is.
Speaking of which, there’s like a super huge pile of stuff for me to read thru
In addition to the stack of overdue math assignments to complete.
I seriously doubt that I could finish all these before promos lor.
And I really need to improve on my writing skills. (also thinking skills)
And get someone to go thru all my math problems with me.
And force myself to sit there and really understand all those computing terms,
And get someone to go thru all those Java practicals.
Sigh. Wad a whole lot to do.
Not to mention if I have enough determination to force myself to focus on doing work.
Time is running out.
I seriously hav a feeling this would stretch over to the dec hols.
But I’m DETERMINED not to let it influence my Year 6 year.
That means I need to be working hard thru out the hols as well.
(can see that I’m making long term goals cos I seriously doubt that I can achieve anything much in the upcoming promos. >.< )
Sighz. I really need a M I R A C L E!
And it needs to be a quick one too!
8:06 PM
Friday, September 05, 2008
TIME not enough :(
2nd last day of sept hos.
really felt the urgency to finish the pile of mostly-untouched homework.
not like it has been much of a holiday,
but at least i could catch up on much needed sleep and wake up naturally every morning?
[by naturally i meant no assistance from my mum or alarm clock. haha ]
thinking back,
i hadnt finish 90% of what i set to accomplish this hols. (yeah, as EXPECTED)
as much of the hols has been dedicated to PW.
but i daresay that i'm proud of my PW grp for chionging thruout most of the hols!
GOOD WORK PPL!
haha yup after hearing so many horror stories from some other ppl,
i'm really glad to have such a nice grp for PW lah.
though the people like quite randomly put tgt,
but i think sometime random does wonders!
like how we had a good laugh over a random book from the Bedok Library children's section:
The Boy who looked like Abe Lincoln
it's not really a children book as it might seem.
[ haha interested ppl go read tt book! but 1st u need to know who is Lincoln and Nixon (: ]
much to our dismay, our usual hangout (Bedok Macs)
has recently blocked up their electric plug :(
we were like, no wonder there seemed to be fewer laptop users chionging for the plug!
worst still,
they stopped their supply of garlic chili.
furthermore, their chickenfoldover taste terrible.
ARRGH. i hate MACS.
haha but i really look forward to after promos!
then we chiong our OP ((:
but meanwhile, study hard ppl!
we first need to SURVIVE PROMOS !!!
sigh i realised i'm not really that efficient mugger that i thought i could become.
environment seriously matters, i think.
like me, i nearly almost 任命 le.
until something elvina said that made jot back to realisation that,
hey, that is totally unlike of me.
i could do it de, i know it.
i just chose not do do it? but WHY?
why am i depriving myself of the chance to prove myself?
something is seriously wrong lah.
i need to get back on form.
so thanks elvina!
and all those who believe in me.
i really got to catch up on my slackness for the paste one year.
and i really need to learn some time management skills.
i think the sept hols was a good start.
i jus need to continue with it.
and here's sorry in advance to all the people i have to reject.
so, dont tempt me, ppl.
i know what i'm doing, jus dont make me go offcourse.
i need to reset my priorities,
as long as get some self-dsicipline before it's too late.
i need to start NOW.