haha i bet anyone could tell that this is going to be a random post by the title!
yup, it was inspired by the mooncakes tt i ate, esp those with the egg yokes!
haha i'm a PIG! [and proud of it (: ]
hmmm.. spent the mid-autumn fest celebration accompanying old folks from ghim moh blk 3 with Lyon, Dora, Jasmine and AiYi.
thought the celebration was a good attempt lah,
though i wasn't there at LT1 watching the various competitions,
i could tell that it was rather entertaining!
Congrats to 5C12's representatives for winning!
good job CheeGuan & JinHui!
now for some complaining. *deep breath*
92 bus make me late for sch!!! #*(#&@($!^!@(&*
ARRGHH. super pissed lor!
cos raining mah, so thought i'll take bus.
in then we waited like, half an hour for it?!?!?!
WTH lah.
the whole bus of students were later than those who took the later trains and walked.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
but there was this incident which sort of offset my frustration a bit.
cos the Year 6s were having exams in the hall,
so Year 5s cant go to the hall for flag raising.
thus, there was this lost soul in the canteen.
i was like, "eh, Esther you also late for sch ar?"
"no i jus dont know where is flag raising"
then i LAUGH LIKE MAD.
i mean REALLY LAUGH LIKE MADDDDD!!
hongsheng & chingsiang who walked past thought i was mad lah!
but it was really funny!
i mean, u hav to know esther to know that it's really funny!
it's not hard to imagine esther carrying her file walking in the canteen like a lost sheep! ((:
random comment:
yup impressions do count. *wink*
oh, and did i mention,
though most of the stuff i wrote is always totally random
cos i always write with the intention of self-reminder/reenforcement,
i realised some ppl really do read them aft all!
it's so cool to realise there are ppl who care abt me very much!
THANKS FOR BEING SO CONCERNED!
I <3 YOU GUYS! ((:
also, I FOUND A SAVIOUR!
OMG LAH, I THINK YOU ROCK!
your altruistic characteristic is really a rare gem nowadays.
and that is the quality i admire a lot.
i mean, i totally admire them because i know that i can never be totally altruistic!
and that's because as time goes,
you get to know more about the sad reality, s
o much so that i think i sort of lost touch with the ideals i used to have.
therefore, i need to say a big THANK YOU thank you not only for helping me with homework,
but also for the reminder that pure-goodness exist in this world aft all.
and since i could never be truly altruistic,
the least i could do is to be their protector,
to ensure that this novel quality is not taken advantage of.
i dont know if it's for the better or for worse,
but i think i changed.
ok, maybe not in terms of height, (DUH)
but it's like, i really think what i say/do is quite different lor.
argghh.
i'm doing things w/o thinking
(ok tt's what extroverts do but i'm an introvert too!)
of cos sometimes tt's the good quality of the Es,
but at other times i'm hurting ppl when i'm saying/doing smth,
but only realising it much later?
then i'll feel totally bad and regret wad i said/do.
but it's like, what's done is done right?
then i'm like hurting my friends unknowingly. A
RRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHH
it's ok if it's ppl i dont really know.
even if they hate me, i'm ok with it cos you cant expect everyone to like you right?
but it's not ok if these ppl are my friends.
other ppl can hate me for all i care but not my friends,
those that i value and cherish dearly.
so, here's my sincere apologies if i ever did anything that i shouldnt have done.
i totally hate myself for being so careless :(
you can trust that they were all a slip of tongue and that it wouldnt' happen again.
again, I'M SORRY. >.<
dont hate me ok?
speaking of regrets i do have alot.
as a Feeling person i tend to judge a lot.
but not all the time it's accurate.
so again, sorry for any misunderstandings!
oh and i regret not studying for my Promos earlier! (or, MoMos! HAHA )
but be rest assured i'll be working hard for my MIRACLE!
i realised tt staying back in school till late to study is a good strategy lor!
thanks to GerGer & tongtong for accompanying me and teaching me maths! (((:
and i enjoy walking to the MRT with GerGer late at night too!
esp the night sky on monday - the moon was SUPER BIG AND BRIGHT!
it was totally cool lor that!
it's a pity we didnt have a camera with us!
cos a phone camera wont do it justice! ((:
haha but being a bit more extroverted at times is good too!
ohh but i realise i'm bolder when i'm with close friends [DUH. haha ]
or when i'm somewhere alone!
i mean, when i'm somewhere where no one knows me!
[haha maybe tt's why i've been attending a lot of stuff alone! ]
haha and YUP, like jinghuan say,
close friends not necessarily hav to know each other for very long,
what's more impt is they must be on the same frequency!
((:
oh and tt day joshua was teling me he's profiling ppl!
haha i think tt's quite cool lah,
like classify ppl according to their personality types then you can see the similarities clearly (:
oh, and joshua is another guy who really change A LOT.
erm,
could see that jinghuan is super stressed abt Promos.
she was like saying tt she has insomia!
OMG lah to me tt's very serious cos i always fall asleep within 5 seconds!
[yeah i'm a pig]
cos mostly i lack sleep so i think that sleep is super ultra impt!!!!!
argh. i wasn't stressed initially but i think i now am :(
cos i got 3 days to finish the entire hist syllabus for the Hist mock Exam :(
and my flopped-like-siao hist test recently isnt going to help :((
ARRGHH. studying day in school again! ((:
in addition, miss leong set a Promo target for us - best improved class!
i mean, she was super enthu talking abt it lah!
but yah! i think it's a good goal for us to work towards!
JIAYOU 5C12! WE CAN DO IT DE!
MUST OWN THEM! ^_____________^
so we can go party? or class chalet @ bintan? (:
oh but she also said abt the tough requirements to get into SMU :(
oh well, i'll jus hav to work harder!
i do believe that i have wat it takes (:
ok! confirmed the need to pia like mad during the hols.
shall try to keep myself relatively free this hols.
A Levels, SYF, and whatever else.
2009, here i come!!!
