CELEBRATE LIFE.

the one and only me.

Ho Si Min.
18.
dunman SENIOR high '09.

a pessimistic optimist, simin expects the best but will be prepared for the worst.
mildly eccentric, simin takes the path of the less-travelled.
happy-go-lucky, simin turns life's lemons into lemonade.

a realistic idealist, simin peeps at the world through her unique kaleidoscope. in addition, she believes that positive affirmation can go a long way. (:

my friends would probably know the rest.
as for foes - i probably shouldn't tell you. :D

7:22 PM

Saturday, November 29, 2008

ARRGHH! i hate myself.

omg.

people are angry with me.

and it's my fault. >.<

but i didnt mean it!

i was only trying to protect myself,

but i totally overlooked the fact that i'm doing that at the expense of others. >.<

i jus didnt realise that i'm like pushing the burden to others,

while trying to avoid trouble for myself.

ARRGHHH i didnt mean it lah!

i'm so sorry!

please forgive me!

i shall learn to find the balance between being selfless and every-man-for-himself.

oh and i found out that different ppl will have different will have different impressions of someone,

simply because one behaves differently in front of different ppl.

and i dont mean in the hyporcritical way,

but rather because people tend to feel more comfortable when with certain groups of ppl.

i think some ppl find me very serious,

esp when i dont talk when they are talking a lot.

but that's just cause i'm not that familar with you guys yet,

and likely dont have anything to say and that's why i keep quiet.

i just dont find it necessary to keep talking all the time lor.

eh but it's good to have someone talking most of the time,

if not it'll just be awkward silence which can be rather >.<

so if's i'm like alone with someone,

then i'll try to find common topics to talk about bah,

and will appreciate if the other person does the same too (:

but dont be pressurised to think of something to say bah.

sometimes a comfortable sclience is ok too (:

while some ppl found out that i can be rather childish.

eh but that's only in front of some ppl lor!

haha but i admit i can be rather childish lah.

but that's only cos i dont hide anything in front of u guys lor! ((:

i am an authentic person so i wont try to hide what i feel.

i cant help being abit attitude sometimes.

it's only a slight diff between having a attitude (with negative connotations)

and character (positive connotation).

so, be rest assued that when i'm pissed with you,

i'll make sure u know it (:

and i do believe in the power of praising oneself and others.

we dont need to be stingy with praises right? (:

oh but do remind me if i get too carried away!

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