this post shall be about choices.

as for which choices in particular,
it's about those choices which i made and regreted.

but now,
after thinking back, i realised that i dont regret making that decision after all!

haha i dont know lah,
but at a certain point i was seriously regretting certain decisions i've made.
like i was totally blaming myself for not being able to embrace changes to my life which i think would have been good for me.
but i learnt to live with it, and forgot abt it after a while,
but now it suddenly jus all comes back and i'm really proud of myself for making that choice!



i realise i'm really quite comfortable with life now.
as in, it may not be the BEST way to live lah.
but at least i'm ok with life now,
cos no doubt it's very stressful and everything,
but i think i can deal with it cos there's like ppl around me to motivate me and give encouragment when i need it!



on a related note,
i seriously think senior high life as compared to junior high,
despite the hectic schedule and everything,
is more fulfilling as i feel a greater sense of achievement.

that is largely cos of my group of my friends i think!
i totally can feel the bond in friendship in times of need,
and tt feeling is definitely more than in my junior high years.
thanks for being ever-supportive, lending a listening ear and offering help when i need it!
i think you guys are the people who really made the difference.
and confirmed my decision was a right one (:


also, maybe it's cos i have more control my acdemic life now?
but then again,
it boils down to making the right choices.

and i'm faced with another dilemma now.
whether to drop econs or math to h1.
and i've decided to give myself this hol to give both subj a chance and see how i'll fare.

so i made up my mind to study this hols le.