GP was a traumatic experience,
to the extent that i’ve decided to use the rest of today and tomorrow to reflect on my wrong-doings and making sure that this doesn’t happen for the rest of my prelims.
sometimes i really hate myself.
i didnt really know what processed me,
but i never did learn from my CT experience and ended up committing the same grave mistake.
and then i realised this is what i’ve been doing all along for my 2 senior high years.
that’s just how bad it is.
ARRGH.
ENOUGH ABOUT THAT
time is ticking,
no use morning over things that already past.
the more urgent need is to get myself back on form!
time to 化悲愤为力量!
JIAYOU SIMIN!
FOCUS!
stop giving yourself anymore chances or excuses and don’t let self-deflating thoughts stray you away!